UGH!! What do I do? I promised my friend to find someone for her. How do I possibly do this? I don't have many male friends and the ones I do they already know her! *sigh* I promised so I will do whatever I can to find someone.... but I'm afraid that if I chose someone bad when the relationship ends the blame would get put on me!
I really do want her to find someone to love, and I certainly don't want her to kill herself over it but seriously!! WHAT TO DO! WHAT TO DO!! WHAT TO DO!!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
The big 17 and recap of passed things
..... Is there anything good about turning 17? I mean at 16 you can drive, not that I actually can I don't want to, and at 18 you can vote/become an adult. But between them is the insignifigant birthday of 17. Nothing changes you just get older on this birthday... rather dull actually. So today is my 17 birthday, I had actually forgotten all about it until about 2 weeks ago. I mean why would you forget your birthday? I think none of us want to turn 17 we just want to go from 16 to 18.... I know I would.
So.... I might as well cover what happened at the halloween party. Man is this a drag, so first off we had it at my friends, Ayame, house because her parents wouldn't let us go if it was at my house. However, my other friend couldn't go if it was at Ayame's house because her parents haven't met Ayame's parents. So basically everyone dumped the decision on me, and i wasn't even the one who came up with the idea of it! People kept saying how I would actually get it done.... they say this to the person who writes papers for school a few hours before it has to get turned in. Anyway we end up having it at Ayame's house because I cracked and I told them to make the decision. Then later Shigure's mother found out that we had R and Unrated movies, horror movies so don't get excited, and got pissed. She basically confiscated the movies and took Shigure home. Hmm not much else interesting there other than we went trick or treating, and one of our friends Momo and some other girl who hangs out in our group found us..... Well actually my mom drove them around to find us. So there is my Halloween party for you.
So... my friend Ayame got a boyfriend. His name is Bryce... and she already wants to end the relationship with him. And okay he is a nice person but he trys to hard to get a long with me.... well considering I've said mean things to him aside (I'm not even aware of it! So get off my case!!). She has made comments that she always feels like someone is watching her and also he pops up out of nowhere, which is creepy even in my standards. Ayame has made jokes about running off to live with her relatives in Columbia for two monthes. I'd miss her but damn would that be funny. To see Bryce's face when he hears that she ran off, hahaha priceless. I'd feel bad don't get me wrong but I don't care to worry about other's pain for too long...
So there's my post for now.....
Yuki
So.... I might as well cover what happened at the halloween party. Man is this a drag, so first off we had it at my friends, Ayame, house because her parents wouldn't let us go if it was at my house. However, my other friend couldn't go if it was at Ayame's house because her parents haven't met Ayame's parents. So basically everyone dumped the decision on me, and i wasn't even the one who came up with the idea of it! People kept saying how I would actually get it done.... they say this to the person who writes papers for school a few hours before it has to get turned in. Anyway we end up having it at Ayame's house because I cracked and I told them to make the decision. Then later Shigure's mother found out that we had R and Unrated movies, horror movies so don't get excited, and got pissed. She basically confiscated the movies and took Shigure home. Hmm not much else interesting there other than we went trick or treating, and one of our friends Momo and some other girl who hangs out in our group found us..... Well actually my mom drove them around to find us. So there is my Halloween party for you.
So... my friend Ayame got a boyfriend. His name is Bryce... and she already wants to end the relationship with him. And okay he is a nice person but he trys to hard to get a long with me.... well considering I've said mean things to him aside (I'm not even aware of it! So get off my case!!). She has made comments that she always feels like someone is watching her and also he pops up out of nowhere, which is creepy even in my standards. Ayame has made jokes about running off to live with her relatives in Columbia for two monthes. I'd miss her but damn would that be funny. To see Bryce's face when he hears that she ran off, hahaha priceless. I'd feel bad don't get me wrong but I don't care to worry about other's pain for too long...
So there's my post for now.....
Yuki
Friday, October 31, 2008
Samhain and hellish babysitting
Merry Samhain everyone, for those who don't know it is what halloween used to be called back in Pagan times. So I'm having a party today.... its kind of sad. Lots of people either can't come or we haven't been able to reach them. So its just me, Shigure, and Ayame... watching horror movies and going trick or treating..... Sad isn't it? Three 16 year olds, well I'm almost seventeen but still thats even worse, having no decent party to go to. Oh well its going to be entertaining to scare Shigure a bunch ^-^.
Though I am typing this up as I am babysitting it is nap time.... However I have been here since last night. The real job is only 7am till 2pmish but I'm going to be tuckered out for the party. Ugh well I can't let them know that. Yuki must always be optimistic and happy. She will never cry in public and will never show weakness..... or at least that is the personality I created for myself back in the 8th grade.
Ugh maybe I should explain why I had to do this. I lost my best friend of 4 years or so because she was being a bitch. I had actually made a friend by myself who wasn't a friend of hers. She wanted me to dump that friend even though she had done this too me plenty of times. This friendship was doomed to fail anyway. I didn't like her at first and I constantly got in fights with her, mostly for dumb stuff and I started them. She just drove me over the edge.... now that I think about it was at a Halloween party funnily enough. She ignored me because I had an abnormal costume on, an inflateable sumo wreastler costume. That pissed me off so I went and hung out with my other friend. Eventually I saw her again and she still ignored me, aka hid behind a person one which I didn't like whatsoever. I walked off called my mom and went home.
I put myself under construction and got rid of my crybaby self. I emersed myself in anime, and well I basically became the person I am now back in the 9th grade when I moved away from the Hicktown and up to Mormon Central, I don't feel like giving away locations.
So there you are my pain in a nutshell..... Not so bad I know and I know others who have had worse. But this is my problem so don't diss it. :P
Though I am typing this up as I am babysitting it is nap time.... However I have been here since last night. The real job is only 7am till 2pmish but I'm going to be tuckered out for the party. Ugh well I can't let them know that. Yuki must always be optimistic and happy. She will never cry in public and will never show weakness..... or at least that is the personality I created for myself back in the 8th grade.
Ugh maybe I should explain why I had to do this. I lost my best friend of 4 years or so because she was being a bitch. I had actually made a friend by myself who wasn't a friend of hers. She wanted me to dump that friend even though she had done this too me plenty of times. This friendship was doomed to fail anyway. I didn't like her at first and I constantly got in fights with her, mostly for dumb stuff and I started them. She just drove me over the edge.... now that I think about it was at a Halloween party funnily enough. She ignored me because I had an abnormal costume on, an inflateable sumo wreastler costume. That pissed me off so I went and hung out with my other friend. Eventually I saw her again and she still ignored me, aka hid behind a person one which I didn't like whatsoever. I walked off called my mom and went home.
I put myself under construction and got rid of my crybaby self. I emersed myself in anime, and well I basically became the person I am now back in the 9th grade when I moved away from the Hicktown and up to Mormon Central, I don't feel like giving away locations.
So there you are my pain in a nutshell..... Not so bad I know and I know others who have had worse. But this is my problem so don't diss it. :P
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Anime Banzai '08 and Introductions
So I went to Anime Banzai yesterday, and man was it awesome. I only went Saturday, stupid school, and only got there around 1:00pm. However I had a blast! There were awesome costumes and lots of great people. I loved the cosplay compitition and I didn't stay long enough to find out who won but I think I heard the transformers dude won. If any of you awesome cosplayers are reading this (especially people cosplaying Revolutionary Girl Utena characters) great job!
Anyway this is my first post on my blog and all I can say is that I am very random and I doubt I will ever keep what I am talking about consistant. Its not that I'm ADHD or anything but I don't like focusing on things to long..... unless its anime, manga, or fanfiction. So I hope you'll enjoy this! Oh right I will never be consistant in updating just ask my fanfiction readers....... I stopped updating for about half a year.... Yeah I know that is horrible but BLAME MY SCHOOL!!!
Anyway this is my first post on my blog and all I can say is that I am very random and I doubt I will ever keep what I am talking about consistant. Its not that I'm ADHD or anything but I don't like focusing on things to long..... unless its anime, manga, or fanfiction. So I hope you'll enjoy this! Oh right I will never be consistant in updating just ask my fanfiction readers....... I stopped updating for about half a year.... Yeah I know that is horrible but BLAME MY SCHOOL!!!
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