Samhain and hellish babysitting

Merry Samhain everyone, for those who don't know it is what halloween used to be called back in Pagan times. So I'm having a party today.... its kind of sad. Lots of people either can't come or we haven't been able to reach them. So its just me, Shigure, and Ayame... watching horror movies and going trick or treating..... Sad isn't it? Three 16 year olds, well I'm almost seventeen but still thats even worse, having no decent party to go to. Oh well its going to be entertaining to scare Shigure a bunch ^-^.

Though I am typing this up as I am babysitting it is nap time.... However I have been here since last night. The real job is only 7am till 2pmish but I'm going to be tuckered out for the party. Ugh well I can't let them know that. Yuki must always be optimistic and happy. She will never cry in public and will never show weakness..... or at least that is the personality I created for myself back in the 8th grade.

Ugh maybe I should explain why I had to do this. I lost my best friend of 4 years or so because she was being a bitch. I had actually made a friend by myself who wasn't a friend of hers. She wanted me to dump that friend even though she had done this too me plenty of times. This friendship was doomed to fail anyway. I didn't like her at first and I constantly got in fights with her, mostly for dumb stuff and I started them. She just drove me over the edge.... now that I think about it was at a Halloween party funnily enough. She ignored me because I had an abnormal costume on, an inflateable sumo wreastler costume. That pissed me off so I went and hung out with my other friend. Eventually I saw her again and she still ignored me, aka hid behind a person one which I didn't like whatsoever. I walked off called my mom and went home.

I put myself under construction and got rid of my crybaby self. I emersed myself in anime, and well I basically became the person I am now back in the 9th grade when I moved away from the Hicktown and up to Mormon Central, I don't feel like giving away locations.

So there you are my pain in a nutshell..... Not so bad I know and I know others who have had worse. But this is my problem so don't diss it. :P